Or maybe it wasn't just anger I felt.
These days, I've developed a habit of asking myself what is it really about. Maybe I'll talk about how that happened another day.
So, what are these feelings really about?
Perhaps it was more of disappointment and fear.
Dad is spending a lot more time at the hospital these days. It has been two weeks. We visited on some days but it was impossible to be there everyday.
But I would expect my brother to show up at least the day before an important procedure, as like we did. But no - because he is so much in control and influenced by the wife - he didn't show up because of a reason so ridiculous I don't even want to mention it.
My family didn't like her when he first brought her home - my sister-in-law, but I've always been on her side.
I'm upset that she didn't show the same consideration back. I'm disappointed in my brother because he incapable of making his own decisions.
I'm scared too. I love my brother and my nephew - what if one day she in so much control that I don't get to see them anymore?
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